Wednesday, December 2, 2009
BIOC192 | Foundations of biochemistry | 53 | C- |
HEAL192 | Foundations of epidemiology | 64 | C+ |
HUBS192 | Human body systems 2 | 68 | B- |
Above table shows my final exam results. I know it is ugly, but there should be no secret in this world. Besides, this is what I deserved after such hard work. Studying until late at night and cracking head for all those “crazy” questions (not all, but some) did not pass me to the 70 cut-off point intended.
I know dad is very disappointed, and I may drag him down to this dark water (he is my guarantor), but I can do nothing to change.
Those 12A1’s during SPM are useless for life. I love biology and anatomy, just as my result shows (biology and anatomy is always highest mark I can get). I love it not because it is easy to study (it is among the hardest subjects for most), but biology is the only subject I can see and analyse. It is the subject that really open my mind and heart towards God.
There are a few “choices” available for me now, even though I already decided which path to walk down. I know I do not have, and will not have money to pay back Malaysian government. Then, I hope I will be permitted to continue my degree in Bachelor of Sciences – Anatomy and Structural Biology I guess. I do not want to talk about other paths, just to tell I will not back off or withdraw anyway.
To all my supporters, I apologise to disappoint you all. Please help me again, pray for me. Thank you all for being so supportive along the period.
5:57 AM